25 more DAYS!

Now seriously, my nerves are like hella hella kickin' in now. Like HELL TO THE AAAAAAAH! I just got off the phone with Tal B. I called because I wanted to ask her if it was cool just to bring my own wardrobe so I don't have to worry about anything not fitting me when I get there. DUDE - I still have to lose 10 more pounds. She told me not to trip. Maybe I'm trippin' because I got my period today. Ugh! So, I guess I will not buy outfits for myself. I'm going to trust what she has lined up for me. PLEASE FIT, CLOTHES. PLEASE FIT!!!

Nerves Kickin' In...

So, looks like I have 32 days until the big day! I've reached a plateau with my whole diet and fitness routine. I'm kind of sad. =( Hopefully, my body will start kickin' it up a notch these next few days. I need 10 more lbs. to lose. I'm starting to do major ab exercises. My trainer advised to do 12 minutes straight of different exercises every day. I hope it works. It's too bad, I can't program my body to specifically burn the fat off a certain area of my body.

Working on My Weight Loss

So far, I've lost about 5 lbs. Only 15 lbs. to go!! I've been attending Bootcamp SF for about 3 weeks now. Pretty impressed with my results so far. Now that I think of it, I should have taken a "Before" picture of me. Oh well!!

Finally, booked my hotel stay for L.A. I decided to bring my younger sister, Ryree with me for moral support. I joked with her and said I'll be Vanessa Simmons and she can be Angela Simmons for the day. I guess you won't get it unless you watched the episode of 'Run's House' on MTV when Vanessa posed for FHM. hehe! We'll be staying at the Tower Beverly Hills hotel. I'm so excited. We'll be living the 'Hills' life for a couple days. Hmm, I wonder if we'll see Lauren Conrad, Heidi Montag, or Audrina Patridge. Ryree and I will be planning on visiting some of the reality show's popular landmark like, Le Deux, Geisha House. And of course, we'll definitely swing by Rodeo Drive and the famous Hollywood Hills!

My focus right now is working out and eating right. I need to look decent for this special event.

2008 New Year's Resolution

So I was thinking of what my New Year's resolution is going to be for 2008. I know, I know...losing weight is such a cliche' but hey! I've been complaining about my self image for quite a while. Hmmm let's say for the past 9 years!! I've been dealing with this weight roller coaster on and off. So, I'm finally going to do it since this year is when I finally turn the big 3-0. Booooo! I've been looking to join a Bootcamp fitness club....still debating. I figure this 6 week program in San Francisco could be a big jump start for my weight loss and getting fit! I've also thought of my reward for my weight loss. That's if I accomplish it this year. I've always wanted to feel pretty and like a 'lil superstar. Sad to say, one of my all time dreams is to one day become a Maxim Girl. I'm serious!! Yeah, yeah laugh all you want. Everyone has dreams, even impossible ones. Never say never, right? So, I just sent an email inquiry to this photography online to become an MV model. MV stands for Michael Vincent. I heard about him about 5 years ago when he still lived in the Bay. My friend, Donna did a photo shoot with him and he did a pretty good job on her. Every so often, I'd browse his website and think to myself - I wanna be one of these girls. So I did it! I wonder if they'll call me. It's worth a try. We'll see...